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hey :) the name is amalina but im cool with mali.
or whatever nice.
im pretty laid-back.
im never serious.
haha well yea so get annoyed.
im a kid at heart, maybe a hippie too.
talk to me.
get to know me.
only then you can judge me.
January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011

May 6, 2010
lets wrap things up :)

seek happiness rather than forgiveness.
- as a happy person will forget but a forgiving one might not.

...because ive been alone all along (eh, is that a song? :P)

im not the talking kind. so what?
you couldve figured.
i once hoped that this would work.
that this would finally be my chance to see things differently.
its nothing but the same thing.
i was hurt in the past.
i am hurting now, too.
yea yea. we've had our times in the sun but it's over.
thank you for the memories. i hope you'll find yourself someone that really suits you.
no matter how much you want me to stay,
the truth is,
im long gone.

and to me,
its not that i dont care- its just not worth the fight anymore.
open your eyes and heart, for once.
every little mistakes that youve kept on doing,
never blame those on the fact that youre just human. im a humanbeing, too.
but i learn. and i avoid doing the same mistakes because i know that is how we should really work things out.
yet, its different with you.
youre a great talker, enough said. it seems like youve given me way too many hopes for you seem like you really really and really know what is wrong and you really really want to fix us.
but youre not. you never did.

you see,
i feel so much better since i gave up hopes.
please deal with that.
just leave me alone now.

hasta luego no more,