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hey :) the name is amalina but im cool with mali.
or whatever nice.
im pretty laid-back.
im never serious.
haha well yea so get annoyed.
im a kid at heart, maybe a hippie too.
talk to me.
get to know me.
only then you can judge me.
January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011

Aug 20, 2010
"im engaged!", she screamed in her most overly-excited, high-pitched yet a little husky (shows too overjoyed with the good news) voice. and i went

aww so in love,
so full of love.
i wish i could still feel like one.
im loved, i know.
i might not know who but there's somebody out there
that ought to love me.
haha creepy much? i dont mean it in the sense of getting stalked or anything like that.
i just wish,
really really wish,
that i could feel the love.
so that i could share my amorous momento.
it's no longer fear. it's pain. and i very much want to avoid that.
ive fallen for jerks and asses.
jerks and asses are what seem to be coming in and out, and still be sticking around me.
the truth is,
we eventually are able to forget all the bad things that happened to us but then, we remember.
that's when it sucked.
that's when you'd feel that everything ahead of you is nothing but recurring taunted past.
i'd love to give myself another try but i guess i think of things too much.
haha yea?
try being me then.
i need to be fixed.
and there's a thin line, huge gap between damaged and broken.
im number 2: repairment is such a waste and definitely not an option.
i do miss having someone that becomes a part of me- i really do
but ive been alright, havent i?

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