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hey :) the name is amalina but im cool with mali.
or whatever nice.
im pretty laid-back.
im never serious.
haha well yea so get annoyed.
im a kid at heart, maybe a hippie too.
talk to me.
get to know me.
only then you can judge me.
January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011

Aug 14, 2010
only one

i miss you. i really do.
though you wouldnt think so hehe
im sorry for all the things that have made us like this- apart, longing, distant...
i wish for the time to be turned back. know what would i do back then?
i would tell you how much it hurts for every little lies that you tell. so that you would stop lying to me. so that you know, like you do now.
and i would tell you how insensitive you were, so that you would treat me with respect, like you do now.
i'd also let you know that i break easily, so that you would take a very good care of me. like you do now.

i know,
i have it all now but i cant feel anything.
:( it's too late.
if only you knew what you know.
it breaks my heart for every time youre trying so hard to make me happy.
proving that youve changed, that my happiness is much more important than yours.

the greatest paradox ever?
to love someone so much that it hurts,
the pain wont be a matter,
it's love that you'd feel.

i love you. i always do.
my heart is yours, and i know that yours is mine, too.

it's hard, haha
you push me away but then, you're the one who drag me back to the very same spot.
you're the reason.


hey, beyk :) wait for me.
till we meet again,