hey :) the name is amalina but im cool with mali.
or whatever nice. im pretty laid-back. im never serious. haha well yea so get annoyed. im a kid at heart, maybe a hippie too. talk to me. get to know me. only then you can judge me. :) roar!
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Aug 14, 2010
only one
i miss you. i really do.
though you wouldnt think so hehe im sorry for all the things that have made us like this- apart, longing, distant... i wish for the time to be turned back. know what would i do back then? i would tell you how much it hurts for every little lies that you tell. so that you would stop lying to me. so that you know, like you do now. and i would tell you how insensitive you were, so that you would treat me with respect, like you do now. i'd also let you know that i break easily, so that you would take a very good care of me. like you do now. i know, i have it all now but i cant feel anything. :( it's too late. if only you knew what you know. it breaks my heart for every time youre trying so hard to make me happy. proving that youve changed, that my happiness is much more important than yours. the greatest paradox ever? to love someone so much that it hurts, the pain wont be a matter, it's love that you'd feel. i love you. i always do. my heart is yours, and i know that yours is mine, too. it's hard, haha you push me away but then, you're the one who drag me back to the very same spot. you're the reason. you are the only exception. hey, beyk :) wait for me. till we meet again, x |