hey :) the name is amalina but im cool with mali.
or whatever nice. im pretty laid-back. im never serious. haha well yea so get annoyed. im a kid at heart, maybe a hippie too. talk to me. get to know me. only then you can judge me. :) roar!
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Sep 1, 2010
tatatadaa
heyy :) i havent really been writing about what's up (so far) with, well, everything. i told you that my second year has started, didnt i? it kicks off pretty fast, too. final is in a two-month time and inshallah, i think im doing alright so far. my whole life, ive been a student. and to be honest, i never find that to be exciting at all. haha go figure. not that im unmotivated or anything like that but, if i could take a pick of what i very much want to do aqui y ahora, hitting the book, going to college, attending classes, writing term papers, are not even in the amidst of my wants. i want to travel the world. wont it be fun if you could just wake up in the morning and grab all your stuff then go back-packing all around europe? of course it would. pero la vida no es facil. i find it funny almost all the time. to see them students (including myself) studying our asses off and getting worried about midterms and eventually ends up being overly stressed. do all these really worth it? the life itself, i mean. as much as i strive hard to become a good student, i despise the idea of today's method(s) of seeking knowledge. get out and explore. get out and fail. get out and make it work. now that's the life that's worth living. ive always thought, if 70 years old is the average life's expectancy of us asians, picture this. the first 25 years of our life are filled with pressures of striving and struggling. good grades, graduates 1st in your class, med school acceptance, love triangles, nasty rumors, catfights, stage competitions, etc. and then, the next 30 years with the so-called career. it'd be great if things really work out the way we plan them to be but again, where's the fun in that. i always remind myself, be spontaneous. because constance is a bore. and of course, the strive and struggle to impress will continue on. retirement. sounds like a relief, right? but have we really done much in our lives? this is just something that i think of over and over. haha well, it's nice to have plans. but life needs surprises. and they can be nice ones or unpleasant ones. be prepared, because those surprises are our real teachers. till then, xo
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